How long's it been since I've writen fic?

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I'm almost a little scared to actually find out. I don't know what happened this year. I still love television and movies and books and hot man on man action, but nothing's really come out of it, writing wise, this year. Nothing's really come out of my writing this year, period. It's a very odd thing, to realize how little I've written in the past 12 months. I've had ideas, sure, and old bits of fic that I fiddled with here and there, and while there have been a few bits and pieces scattered around this journal over the past year, it's not been at the same frenetic pace that I usually write. It's all very strange.

Do I have ideas? Sure. I've got a Hiro/Peter, and an old Iceman/Beast, and the ideas are solid, and they'd be easy to get out, but for some reason they don't want to get out. It's all very aggravating.

I don't want to stop writing fic. I enjoy fic. I'm just realizing how little of it I've written this year, and that's very strange. I can't even remember the last time I updated my webpage. I mean, hell, I wrote the first draft of a novel in six days, and it's a good draft. So why can't I get 1,000 words on a different idea that I like just as much?

This angsty emo bullshit brought to you by the letters W, T, and F.

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I miss you writing fic, too! Yours has always been quality fic.